Underestimated

Sunday afternoon, I went and had some asian food with my long time friend Will. Will & I have known each other our entire lives basically and he was one of my best friends all through High School. When they brought our checks of course they brought us fortune cookies. Usually I open them, halfway read them and laugh because they are usually pretty silly. This one however, really struck a chord.

Since Sunday I've been thinking about how I view myself. Just to be honest, I have zero confidence in my talents and I underestimate myself too often. I know they saying we are our own worst critic, and its such a true statement, but for me...I do nothing to critique myself on. I'm just wasting my talent doing the same thing day in and day out. just over and over and over again. And who's fault is that? No ones but mine!

I think the problem is that the goals I set are so easy for me to achieve. I set goals that I know I can accomplish....Yes, when you set goals you should set realistic ones, but they should at least be challenging. Mine aren't and thats no ones fault but my own simply because I underestimate the things I can do, and I am terrified of failure. Again, just wasting talent because of fear. It's ridiculous. I really need to re-evalute my life and the plan that GOD has for me. Somehow I've run off thinking I can do this myself...my own way and guess what, I can't. I want Gods plan for my life, not Brianna's. So whatever that is, I'm ready and willing to do whatever I need to.

"...Everything is possible for one who believes." - Mark 9:23

"...What is impossible with man, is possible with God." Luke 18:27

"And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to HIS purpose." Romans 8:28

I am praying for a new confidence in myself and confidence in the talents that God has given me. He gave them to me for a reason and it wasn't to sit them aside and let them collect dust. Thanks for letting my get a few things off my chest and thanks so much for reading and loving me:)

bB***

Rain and Yesterday

its a sad dreary rainy day here in florida...

So you know what that means for this girl!

I will be looking like this in a few hours.

Ahhh 

can't be too sad about that!

Here are a few photos from yesterday via instagram

It was such a fun day yesterday:)

Last night we went to Schooners and had such a fun time listening, singing and dancing along to Area Code!

FUN TIME!

Well im off to get dressed 

Bysie

bB***

Finally!

Hey hey!!!

Finally finally finally TODAY, after a good while of wanting to do so, I started back to school to conquer Degree number two!

As most of you know, Art, Creativity, and Embracing our free spirit are a few things that are very near and dear to my heart. And I've always loved being able to share that with people. So, what better way to share it than by teaching it!

I'm well on my way to being the person that helps students develop that passion and develop their skills in fine art just as my teachers and professors helped me! I am so soooooo overly excited about this new adventure in my life and I can't wait to share my love, joy, passion, and experience in the arts!

Tootles for now

bB***