I Don't do these types of post very often
You know..the "SERIOUS" type.
But I feel like through sharing some of the things I am dealing with at this point in my life
could also help to encourage someone else who might be dealing with the same thing or something similar.
If you don't know, I am about to graduate (in december) with a B.S. Degree in Art
You know, it seems like only yesterday that I was about to graduate from high school.
These are from my senior year at the national teen talent:), Such GREAT memories!
You know that feeling of, "Oh, Crap...What am I supposed to do now??" that we seem to get when we come to a transitional stage in our life??
Well to NO suprise at all
I've found myself once again in a situation very similar to that feeling.
this time I KNOW a few more things about WHO I AM as a person, as well as AN ARTIST!
a few of the VAST amount of the things I've learned is
that I am a GO-Getter and
That my DREAMS are gigantic as well as exciting!
the absolute most important thing that I have learned
and I will hold onto and lean on FOREVER
MY PLANS for myself, DO NOT in anyway at all even COMPARE to the PLANS that GOD has for me!
When God closes one door,
I absolutely 100% believe that he will open up another one,
A BETTER one
MY DREAMS are nothing compared to what GOD already knows will take place in my life, How could I ever dream any bigger than that??
How do I Know?
Because he's closed and open too many doors in my life
and they always are BETTER than what I had ever expected for myself!
As an ARTIST,
I feel like so many other artist struggle and fight to figure out exactly who they are but,
I ABSOLUTELY KNOW WHO I AM
I know what I'm about
I know MY style
I AM A PAINTER
AND I want NOTHING more than to do this for the REST of my LIFE
No matter how rediculous or "Un-realistic" that might sound to some people
But I DO!
I get a huge lump in my throat when I think about it
I just want it SO SO SOOO bad
It's my Happiness and that's all that matters
Why is that SO hard for some people to grasp??
I JUST WANT TO PAINT FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!!
NO!!! not with WATERCOLOR (ha.)
Give me some FREAKIN ACRYLICS please!!
Anyway, so what I'm getting at is
I'm ready for this... no matter how RISKY it is
It's what I want
If it isn't God's will for my life I honestly I don't think he would put such a stong desire. love. passion. inside of me for Painting
and I AM a GO-Getter.
So, you can look forward to a pretty interesting adventure here on the ItsybitsyBrianna Blog!!
AHHH I'm OVERLY excited!